Memories

All the memories seems to be coming back.

I miss you

Experiencing the death of your loved one is so difficult and I hope that I would never have to experience it again. On your 100th day grandpa, I hope you know that all of us have been strong of you. It's difficult but we are trying hard. I wish there is afterlife because grandpa, I feel so blessed to be your granddaughter.

I hope to meet you in heaven someday. I miss you.

Reminder to self

Credit to Calej d'art

The world will be a better place if everyone treats each other with love. Please be kind to one another.

妈妈, 我爱你

Everytime I say "I love you" to my mum, she always reply me with a "han na han na". I never hear her saying "I love you" to me before. But I know deep down, she loves me very much :)

I found this 2 videos and I find it really cute and heart-warming. Life is short and fragile. Let's express our LOVE now!

Goodbye Grandpa.

When people say "Be mentally prepared", how prepared can you be? Still, it's so sudden and I don't even know how to react.

I was helping my mother to pack her stuff. In fact, my mother has already prepared some of the things in a bag. She always says, just in case. The first time I saw my mother panicking and crying away. The more she panics, the more I must stay calm, the more she cries, the more I should hold back my tears. Then, another call came. Too late. Grandpa has already left us. This time, I couldn't hold back my tears.

People always say Singapore and Malaysia is so near. No, it's damn far, so damn far. All I could think of is to accompany my mum back to Malaysia with her.

It was so hard to wait for Saturday. I couldn't sleep at all. I want to be there for my mother. I want to take care of her.

Today, finally, I am going back. I am going back with a heavy heart. God, please let us get through this.

Grandpa, rest in peace. Thanks for everything. I love you.

Year 2012 has been a great year.

Caleb and I bought a flat at Punggol Edge. Completion date is around 2017 or even sooner at 2016. This is something for us to look forward to. We can have a family of our own and we couldn't wait ^^

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Coming 16 Jan 2013 will be our 7th year together. I am so glad that he is always there for me. He has been working hard for our future by being a property agent (part time). Caleb is working full time now at ICA and whenever he is free, he will be busy with his property stuff. Although now he hasn't close any deal, I know that he will be making his way up one day! Seeing him like that, make me feel so useless. I wanna get out to the working world so much so that I can help him to share the burden.

Family always stand behind me and support me. This is where I find strength to carry on. Thank you all so much. I feel so fortunate and blessed that I have you all with me.

My girls since secondary school. I am so happy that I can pour out everything to you all and just being me. Thank you for being who you are :)

Joseph, my "Boy-Friend" Forever :) Thanks for all the advices and encouragement. You have been a great friend!

My classmates to now my everlasting friends. Only since year 2 sem 2, I get close to you all. I am so glad that I have the chance to join this very special group. Why didn't I get close to you all earlier on? Now we only left with 1 year plus with each other. After that, we will be going our separate ways to either further studies or working world. Thank you all so much for making my school days a fun-packed one. <3

And now 2013, Happy New Year!

End of year 2 sem 1!

It's the end of year 2 sem 1. I am so happy that I have made lots of great friends. They are the one that brighten my school days life.

Our "special" effect.

四湾岛

Few months ago, my family and I went to 四湾岛 for a day tour. The whole bus were all filled with aunties and uncles. But nonetheless, we had a lot of fun.

Let's go!

Dim sum breakfast!

We visited the chocolate factory. Hmmm, it's boring but still acceptable la.

Then we visited a temple. It's quite boring. Hahaha. Lunch and dinner was at some seafood restaurant. Quite sad because the food is not up to our expectation :(

I think the only suitable place for us is the shopping mall.

Took this picture with the beautiful house behind!!

Love Life

A story on how 3 teenage girls fight cancer.
Felt a lump in my throat when I was watching this video. I hope it touches you like how it touched me.

The Legend - Beyond

Few years ago, Caleb introduced me a band called Beyond. I searched for their videos and agreed with Caleb that their songs are really nice.

It was only until few days ago that I really became one of their fans. I can just keep on repeating their songs! I began to search for all their history, how they formed as a band, what they went through and how the lead singer, Wong Ka Kui passed away during an accident. I just feel so sad that why when they were just at the top, have so much to contribute to the music industry, so popular and just about to expand their music in Japan, an accident had to happen and the most talented composer/song writer/guitarist/lead singer left us :(

If the lead singer is still alive, Beyond will be more than Beyond!

This song, 光輝歲月 was about racism.

This song, Amani which means Peace expressed about the post-war period and the yearning for world peace.


This was the lead singer last song with Beyond :(


See, even ang mo band sing their song!!


I think they are the best band ever.