My dream.

I envy how people achieve their dreams out of difficulties. I, myself have to admit that I always gave up something I love easily. A little setback I received, I'll be afraid to move forward. This kind of me, one word to describe, SUCKS.

Many times, things that always passed through my mind when I was in Netball Training was to leave the Netball Team. Harsh scoldings and extreme tough trainings was meant to build me up but instead, these brought me down. I was the slowest and I think I was the black sheep among them. I can never forgot b'cos of me, the whole team had to do another few sets of running up and down the slope.

After every trainings, I can't help but question myself why. Why did it have to be this way. Why I can't be like anyone else in the team. Why I have to drag the whole team down.

Soon, I found a job. Yes, I couldn't cope and so I quit Netball. It was a tough decision but it seems like I find that money is more important.

And I forgot that being in Netball Team, being a Netball Player has always been my dream.

I've forgot my dream ):