Her expression her told us that she LOVE her present so damn much!
Take a look at the present! Nice right!
I'll be away from the computer till friday due to my church camp. And when there is a church camp, I'll feel damn excited about it. However this time round, there's not much excitment in me. Not that I don't like church camp, just that things are really different now.
No more big guy to shout at whoever who knock against me during captain ball.
No more big guy to stand out for his camp team members when someone bully us.
No more big guy to throw Joseph into the bin.
No more big guy to cheer with me even if the whole world keep quiet.
No more big guy to buy tibits and snacks for me at the middle of the supper time.
No more big guy to play the role of papa during skit time.
No more big guy to wrestle with other small guys and within a minute, those small guys will be down to earth.
No more big guy to pray for me.
No more big guy to listen to me.
Big guy, where are you?
There is still alot of question marks inside me, big guy.
Ever since the day it happened, I've not been moving on, big guy.
Ever since the day you left, I've holding on, thinking that one day you'll be back, big guy.
They always tell me to move on to move on, but it's easier to say than done, big guy.
One by one they left, leaving only Sheena and me, big guy.
I'm missing Kairos, big guy.
Now, memories are all that I have, big guy.
Big guy, I'm not blaming you but can you at least tell me why, big guy?
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